Who knows why, but today I decided to research more about IBC (Inflammatory Breast Cancer), which is what I have.
There is lots of blurb, as you would expect.
But the summary is that I have a 25-50% chance of celebrating my 40th, depending on which study you read.
I’m sorry if that harsh reality upsets you. I don’t feel that great about it, either. I write this blog to keep people up to date with the detail of what’s happening. And I guess that’s the detail.
Maybe tomorrow I will find where the PMA has hidden itself this evening. But for now, I’m mostly going to feel a bit emotional about the whole fucking mess.